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Honey is Sweet - - 2006-05-12 I'm just so fucking lonely. After being reamed out by Megret, and tonight with John... I don't want to feel lonely any more. I'm not lonely when my kids are awake. And I'm caught between I don't want to be leaning on them too much and I don't want to be pushing them away. How do I know how much is too much? I have no experience with this shit. Maybe I worry to much? I just don't know. What I do know is that I am lonely, and right now the only places I have to go are up to bed with John, or sleeping on a sofa. I don't have any other options. Which is one very big reason why I am still sitting up, when I want to sleep, I want to be able to get up tomorrow and go to the shuk, and have energy, and a real life. Is that all it is? Loneliness? That's pretty darn pathetic. 0 bleats so far:: Yesterdays : Tomorrows ::
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