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Paula - 2010-02-07 21:05:07
Your cheese will be on it's way this week my friend....hold on tight to those cheese wishes and dreams. I struggle with self hatred all the time. Several time a day a memory of some way I behaved in the past pops in my mind and I catch myself saying "Paula, you Fing Ahole"...I had a thought the other day that perhaps I do that out of habit and I need to develop new thought habits so when I do that to myself, I've started adding "good thing you aren't like that anymore....people like you now". I don't know if that will work but I can't live this way anymore. I try to complement myself during that say a couple times to offset the self hatred.
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